Today would have been Caleb’s 18th birthday. I still miss him every single day and wonder what he would be like. What kind of man would he be? Would he be getting ready to start college? Would he want to join the military? Would he have wanted to join a trade? Would he still want to help people and make a difference in the lives of others?
So many things that could have been. Should have been. But there is one thing that happened that I prayed would happen. I know he loved Jesus with all his heart. I know he is now in the presence of God Almighty. God holds Caleb in His arms.
We may not know what God’s plan is. I may never know why Caleb was called home so early. However, I do know that if what we went through helped just one person come to know Jesus as their Lord and Savior then it was worth it. That means one more person will join Caleb in Heaven. I can rejoice in that knowledge.
Today, Caleb celebrates in Heaven. He gets to celebrate every single day. So, although I miss him, I will not wallow in grief. I move forward and live life without him. And to live a life with Jesus so when my time on Earth is done, we can celebrate together.
Until that time comes, I will remember his birthday here. Tonight, Caden and I will celebrate with fried shrimp - Caleb’s favorite.
Happy birthday, Caleb.
You are missed and loved to infinity and beyond.
Love,
Angel and Caden
